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I Own You
Something new, I’ve made up my mind, and you will forever be this,
Because I, have now found a way to make it last this time, just for me,
Don’t you see, how everything, can not be as it seems,
This is the end, I am not afraid to be, don’t you see, I am me, and you will never be free!
Because I own you, I own you,
I own you, for my self,
I can feel, like this for so long, just imagine what I can become,
With my strength and your fear, it all has become so clear, that I cannot wait to begin,
Now I see, my whole life, is in front of you in stone,
I can wish, I can dream, it all flows down into me, but this is not how you, thought it would be,
Because I own you, I own you,
I own you, for my self,
I can see… This is me…
Take a look, I dare you to try not to breathe in this disease,
For now I, hold the strings and I have broken your wings, only now do I urge you to try,
You don’t see, how nothing is, you would have buried me in you dirt,
This is the end, and it’s true, that I do madly love you, but it’s deeper than that, ‘cause I get off on the pain,
Because I own you, I own you,
I own you, for my self,
Zipper
This is my face what do you think of me,
Wasting and fading of all that can be,
I do not want you to see me like this,
What do you pray of the powers of me,
You take away, me,
Now that I know this what else can I do,
Wishing all that I could forget is you,
I do not want you to fuck me like this,
I’ve beaten myself with checks on me list,
My Zippa, Takes me away, My Zippa, NOW!!
Feeling the Pressure, the weight of the world,
The surroundings hold me, like losing control,
I do not want you to remember me now,
I’ll change this fate of mine, just to survive,
For you, and me, shall be, when every little part of me,
Just for you, you, you,
I Will Fail
I now see you in front of me because I did not believe,
The words I fear were known before the sounds were even born,
Now how can I, ever remain, when you could not do the same,
I think that I should try to forget, but it’s just that you are, so far away!
All f these faces, and these fucked up places, in my mind they go away,
Not knowing what to do, just want to be there for you,
I swear, I will fail, I will fail, for you,
Now when I dream I find you right beside me, the shadow of a misguided mind,
You feared the thought of surviving alone, caused by feeling I could not show,
Now every time, I look in your eyes, you seem to stare right through me,
It’s not your fault, I am to blame, I hurt you, I am shamed, and now you are, too far away!
All of these faces, and these fucked up places, in my mind they go away,
Not knowing what to do, just want to be there for you,
I swear, I will fail, I will fail, for you,
If I could turn back time…
If I could see before these faults of mine…
I do not think that this is worth all the pain, of the fears I put myself through,
What can I do when my heart is left empty, although I am holding you,
This life surrounds me, I hid but it found me, I’m so angry that I made you leave,
I’ll search for you, until I am dead too, because you are now, 6 feet under ground!
All of these faces, and these fucked up places, in my mind they go away,
Not knowing what to do, just want to be there for you,
I swear, I will fail, I will fail, for you,
Something inside it takes away the pain inside,
i don't know what it is, i wish i could stay,
It just might be the part of me to hide,
well all there is shall be unjustified,
follow, I lead, when this is gone ill need you,
I hate, create, when this is done ill beat you,
I take, I leave, when I don't look I see you,
nothing can make this go away,
And I feel the pain, in your mind,
and I'm sorry,
with me its all, I can find,
and I'm sorry,
I am the evil one that grows inside,
when I come out you wish that I would die,
you can't escape we are now joined as one,
and nothing can change the things that I have done,
check one, check two, I don't think that I'm into you,
scratching, grabbing, at all that there is left of you,
something inside, I wish that it would stay behind,
why wont this all just go away,
*chorus*
what did you think, that you had the right,
to push me down, and hold me down for all to see,
and what did you think, about us,
did we make, your armor rust, into the dust we shall remain,
but you, were never there,
and you caused me to bleed my life away,
come on and hate me too,
you will drain, everything i have away,
and so i try, to block out every word you say,
i will not speak, for you will laugh at me,
and so i reach, for my endurance less and less
*chorus*
something in my mind just is not right,
feeling like i've lost you in the light,
searching for a place to slowly die,
you've brought me down now i will bring you here,
i will that i could turn away,
forgetting all that you've had to say,
this for now will now be all i need,
to bring your army down to it's knees,
this is all that i have to be here,
in my mind this is what i call fear,
forgetting all that, i have for you,
you brought me here, now i will take you down.
I feel it beating my door,
nothing taking me anymore,
I wish that I could fall asleep,
I am so strong I am week,
these are the words I cant speak,
I wish that I could fade away,
what is this body next to me,
what if he is to make me free,
I wish that I could just believe,
but there are these things in my mind,
blocking my sight I am blind
I wish that
there was one, only one,
but I let then fade away,
there was two, me and you,
but its just too bad, its just too bad that you,
there was one, only one,
but I was too proud, I pushed them out,
there was two, what's left of you,
but its just too bad, its too bad that your dead to me,
and I'm feeling this way, and I'm feeling betrayed,
and I'm feeling this way, and I'm feeling betrayed,
its just too bad, you're dead to me
its just too bad, that you,
there was one, what have I done,
because I let you go, and now I know,
that I'm through, me and you,
but its just too bad, its too bad that your dead to me,
and I'm feeling this way, and I'm feeling betrayed,
and I'm feeling this way, and I'm feeling betrayed,
its just too bad, you're dead to me
drop kick!
I'm in this crowded room alone,
my soul bleeds out through my eyes,
its not so simple I just want parts to die,
I feel so stupid with you looking at me,
with all these feelings I wish no one could see,
if two's a company than three is a crowd,
that's when you can be heard even when you shout,
lost inside of this world of 1, 2, 3,
lost inside of this world of you two and me
but you, have changed, and now, you weigh me,
down, and I, shall be...
I haven't felt, this way in so long,
I guess the cancer's back I thought it had gone,
I wish it helped, instead of hurt,
for when I'm clean, it makes me dirt,
sometimes I think that I should try to escape,
but where would I go there is no place that is safe,
I cannot change the things I have done,
but if I could I would change what I've made you, become,
I don't remember my name, I don't remember these things,
and if I could, I'd throw you away,
I don't remember my name, I don't remember these things,
and if I could, I'd throw you away,
and you, will throw me away,
and I, will throw you away,
still born........
I do not know, what else I can be,
when I am so scared, so scared to be me,
for there are things that will change my face,
and make me do things I can never erase,
please help me, what should I try to do,
the more I think of this the more I hate you,
but maybe this was a blessing in disguise,
to succeed in anything you have to put up with lies
*Chorus*
But you, take, away, all that I feel,
although this is real,
And you, like, the way, that everything feels
I hope that will change,
I think, that you, were once, a part of my life,
I know it was real,
and now, this is, the way, that my life shall be,
and its up to me
I know you felt this as he walked away,
drowning sorrow, the same tomorrow,
what you feel is so goddamn unreal,
face the mirror, the blame gets nearer,
but you could not substaine,
and all there is shall change,
these images wont fade away,
and you could not remain,
all you have self made,
and nothing is the same,
you went away,
you can not see this way, for this way is now me
i don't know which scares me more,
is it the death of you, maybe visions of you,
i don't know which feelings are more,
i know i could never feel the same,
knowing your name, losing this way,
when everything i say is not the same,
wishing for you, just to be you,
you just run away, feeling here but gone,
every part hurts like hell,
knowing that this is, all there is for you,
don't you feel hidden away,
